Desert Rose Why do you live alone
If you are sad I'll make you leave this life
Are you white, blue or bloody red
All I can see is drowning in cold grey sand
I don't know how to set me free to live
My mind cries out feeling pain
I've been roaming to find myself
How long have I been feeling endless hurt
Falling down, rain flows into my heart
In the pain I'm waiting for you
I'm making the wall inside my heart
I don't wanna let my emotions get out
It scares me to look at the world
Don't want to find myself lost in your eyes
I tried to drown my past in grey
Ran away from you without saying any words
What I don't wanna lose is love
My emotion's losing the color or life
reflecting another person in my heart
”All existence you see before you must be wiped out:
Dream, Reality, Memories, and Yourself”
I begin to lose control of myself
My lust is so blind, destroys my mind
Nobody can stop my turning to madness
No matter how you try to hold me in your heart
Why do you wanna raise these walls
I don't know the meaning of hatred
My brain gets blown away hearing words of lies
Stab the dolls filled with hate
Wash yourself with their blood
Drive into the raging current of time
Swing your murderous weapon into the belly ”the earth”
Shout and start creating confusion
I believe in the madness called ”Now”
Past and future prison my heart
on the wall of time, over pain in my heart
But I can't heal this broken heart in pain
Cannot start to live, cannot end my life
All love and sadness melt in my heart
I wanna feel me living my life outside my walls
You can't draw a picture of yesterday, so
You're painting your heart with your blood
Only turning the wheel of time with a rope around your neck
You build a wall of morality and take a breath
You make up imaginary enemies and are chased by them
You're trying to commit suicide
You're satisfied with your prologue
Now you're painting your first chapter black
You are putting the scraps of life together
and trying to make an asylum for yourself
You're hitting a bell at the edge of the stage
and
I believe in the madness called ”Now”
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Do I try to live, do I try to love in my dream
I'm breaking the wall inside my heart
I just wanna let my emotions get out
No matter how you try to hold me in your world
Like a doll carried by the flow of time
I sacrificed the present moment for the future
I was in chains of memory half-blinded
Losing my heart, walking in the sea of dreams
All love and sadness melt in my heart
I wanna feel me living my life outside my mind
I believe in the madness called ”Now”
Time goes flowing, breaking my heart
Can't let my heart kill myself
Still I haven't found what I'm looking for
But my heart goes to destroy the truth
Do I try to live, do I try to love
You never wanna breathe your last