Dreaming of an empty dream of nowhere
Felt so right it's not even a nightmare
Looking back and wonder what you've planted
In my little broken garden of my heart
Holding on tight to handful of sand
Getting used to spilling out a bunch of lies
Always trapped inside an useless ego
Making myself tied up like a curse
Allowed myself to live with the scar
You can cry out loud and scream all your pain
All you do is just ignore the noise
Wanna run to you, even you're not here
Wishing all the stars to see you again
Need once more. How many more? Want no more.
Feeling like a flower almost dying
Dried out all the colors people can't watch
Even all the weeds that everybody mows
You can make it seem shinier and green
Oh it's too bright I have to look away
You'll have a perfect time for sure
If it's a flower no one would love
There's no meaning for it to bloom
Is it a paradise, like a fairytale?
I know that there's no place to be...
If you're hurt, you've been crushed
You can cry out loud and scream all your pain
The door of your life is on your choice
Wanna run to you, even you're not here
Wishing you to turn around to me
Need once more. How many more? Want no more.
You can cry out loud and scream all your pain
There will be a road that lead you there
When you fail, being laughed at
You did cry out loud and screamed all your pain
Wanna run to you, hold you so tight