PAINFUL-Homecomings

I read my favorite story over and over

Thinking of the same scenery

I pick one again and again

From piles of half-finished books

Sometimes hearing a song that I haven't listened to lately

I hope the night stays empty just for a moment

I light a candle clumsily

Let's wait till the sky will fill me up

This one night remains forever

Perfect blue sky, wasn't it？

The melody comes out of the receiver

It might be easier to pretend not to remember

Than being nervous about the ending

It would be painful if I see you in my dream

We have the same conversation over and over

On the way which nobody else knows again and again

I rewrite the words that I need to tell you

I will never forget that warm moment in the sunset

I hope the night stays empty

That's the only thing I want

I light a candle clumsily

Let's wait till the sky will fill me up

This one night remains forever

Perfect full moon, isn't it？

The melody comes out of the receiver

It might be easier to pretend not to remember

Than being nervous about the ending

It would be painful if I see you in my dream

Please don't set a time limit

to keep me away from my sorrow