Prelude to Suicide-小柳ゆき

I see your face

I feel the air freezin'

I hear the silence

cut by footsteps

in this moment

the sound of heartbeats' so close

no one will care

I still breathe or bleed

affection, nowhere to fill

resolution, no matter at all

still alone with my grief

here I'm moaning to be free

just filling up the hole in my heart

I'm searching where my soul belongs

maybe someone to hold on to

even a desire for revenge

only turns to fatal loneliness

I'm whirling, in the spinning wheel

but I know now's the time to move on

there was a choice

to live or die

it seems unclear

as time goes by

the pressure to win

leads to series of fights

the dead is quiet

he's in relief

devotion, no one deserves it

conviction, don't mean anything

still alone with my grief

here I'm moaning to be free

just filling up the hole in my heart

I'm searching where my soul belongs

maybe it's a place full of gray

even a desire for revenge