I was down in the depth of hell
No one really understood what I felt
I could not draw breath, could hardly tell
All my feelings fighting inside
I was crawling down in my hell
I just could not lose, could not hide
When I fell back down, you know I did it too
I don't want to play the waiting game to lose
What you've learned in the last 10 years
It's another story of your life
'Cause of pain in your heart, you shed some tears
You tried to make it be all right
I remember the day you were gone
You were the best and the brightest of all
I was trying so hard, cause I was told
And you know I'll do it my way
Do the things you want to do now
Now I'm stepping to the world unknown
When I fell back down, you know I did it too
I don't want to play the waiting game to lose
I just want to live my life in my own way